Sadness, loss, these feelings hurt so much.
Found about a friend,
He lost the battle with himself.
Feel a drift from happy days,
Remembering the days before he left,
Always smiling, cracking jokes, talking about football.
Miss him I do. Wish he never left.
Why Brandon? Why did you leave us so early?
Many will cherish the times we had, hoping you will
Wait for us with a smile and cracxk another joke about
What you been up to.
Miss you loads.
No more crazy jokes, no more football talks, no more fun days of
Sharing stories of our kids, and our goofy spouses.
No more smiles to be had.
I wish I could have seen you one last time bud.
where is my mind,
gone to the ocean,
sink or swim,
land or sea,
makes no difference to me.
going, going, going,
down, down, down,
to the sea we go,
undercurrents rip,
we lose our sense of direction.
sleeping in sweet dreams,
who am i to disagree,
which way i go,
been used, been abused,
seen much, done none such,
things come, things go,
sweet dreams,
give me a direction,
up? down? the sea? the land?
sweet dreams, where is my mind?
did i leave it with you?
or elsewhere?
or nowhere?
come on i say,
give me a clue,
i need to know,
where is my mind!
much goings on
in the world,
on land, and on the sea,
sanity both here
Sadness, loss, these feelings hurt so much.
Found about a friend,
He lost the battle with himself.
Feel a drift from happy days,
Remembering the days before he left,
Always smiling, cracking jokes, talking about football.
Miss him I do. Wish he never left.
Why Brandon? Why did you leave us so early?
Many will cherish the times we had, hoping you will
Wait for us with a smile and cracxk another joke about
What you been up to.
Miss you loads.
No more crazy jokes, no more football talks, no more fun days of
Sharing stories of our kids, and our goofy spouses.
No more smiles to be had.
I wish I could have seen you one last time bud.
where is my mind,
gone to the ocean,
sink or swim,
land or sea,
makes no difference to me.
going, going, going,
down, down, down,
to the sea we go,
undercurrents rip,
we lose our sense of direction.
sleeping in sweet dreams,
who am i to disagree,
which way i go,
been used, been abused,
seen much, done none such,
things come, things go,
sweet dreams,
give me a direction,
up? down? the sea? the land?
sweet dreams, where is my mind?
did i leave it with you?
or elsewhere?
or nowhere?
come on i say,
give me a clue,
i need to know,
where is my mind!
much goings on
in the world,
on land, and on the sea,
sanity both here
Thank you everyone for the kind words. Thankyouthankyouthankyou!! *hugs and kisses* :heart: :heart: :heart: :kiss: :kiss: :love: :love: I'm still healing and still going through my diet change...and well...has been something. I'm just glad I am not living in the bathroom as much anymore, but my body still getting back to normal slowly. (Not fast enough for me, but I will be patient) Thank you very much everyone, your kind words keep me going through those days. This year has not been kind to me (*snort* which isn't new, but this year made my other years look like the kindest years I ever had beside my father's passing) and I have to start changing my ways to complete survival now. Everything around me is getting old and breaking down and that including myself. I really thought I can keep going....until this year has shoot me down so hard I barely could stand up from it. And I have to rethink things what to do with my time now. Since I still have my liver to check up on next in the
Hi guys, over the last few years, I've had requests about sharing my old Transformers series here again. Safe to say, I'm far more comfortable with keeping them in storage here and keeping my devART purely to visual art vs my written work. However, I've finally made the choice to re-upload and share the old series over on a new A03 account, which you can find here: Night_Stalker13 It truly warms my heart that you guys are still interested in reading my series. I've been going through my storage lately and wow... I started picking chapters here and there to read, and I will admit, I wanted to keep reading. Some things have me cringing, guys... and I'm so embarrassed about others! But all in all, I want you to know that I had SUCH a good time writing this series. I discovered so much about myself personally. I have grown so much as a writer and an artists because of my passion for this series and Transformers in general. Even if I no longer draw or write in the community, it will
'Lo there do I see my father,
'Lo there do I see my mother, my sisters, and my brothers,
'Lo there do I see the line of my people back to the beginning.
'Lo they do call to me.
They bid me take my place among them in the halls of Valhalla,
Where the brave may live forever.
i have learned that.....Life takes many different turns when you least expect it to, like when you want to be left alone to deal with your misery.
But, having that one person, that loves you so much, they know that you just need time to yourself. And to give you the time needed to take care to feel better.
Life and Loving isn't easy.....it just really sucks to be in reality.
Current Residence: still renting----A HOUSE NOW!!! deviantWEAR sizing preference: i have lost weight.....xxl is my size now! Print preference: just about all of them Favourite genre of music: rock, jazz, soft rock, techno, dance Favourite photographer: saw loads of good ones, just too many to list Favourite style of art: reg drawing with any kind of coloring tech Operating System: i FINALLY upgraded to WINDOWS 7!!! MP3 player of choice: my phone....3g samsung, belonged to hubby, gave to me. Shell of choice: PC desktop, M&M Candies! Wallpaper of choice: hmmm.......so many....... Skin of choice: i like my new tan!! it is better than beinging white as a ghost! Favourite cartoon character: HHMMMMMMMM............too many to list!!!!! Personal Quote: If you were faced with death, what would you do?
Favourite Visual Artist
evryone i have meet here
Favourite Movies
the new star trek movie! and so much more
Favourite TV Shows
CSI(all 3), criminal minds, NCIS, and loony tunes
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
aerosmith and metallica, and lots more!
Favourite Books
anne rice and r.a.salvatore series
Favourite Writers
several authors and ladies!
Favourite Games
Final Fantasy X and FFX-2, FABLE the lost chapters
yes the spelling is off for a reason, it's been a mega crazy time, hoping for the best, excepting the worst.
I just WANT my year to be better than this, ya know?
anywhos, just letting one and all know i'm alive.
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